"Who am I?" Ambivalent. "Why is that?" Because, indecisive piece of shit. Why can't you make a choice? Times running out. Why did they say what they did? Why is it fearful? Is it just me? WHAT THE FUCK? Do I believe in the universe? In God? In religion? In myself ? I don't belong to this time. I SHOULD BEHAVE LIKE THIS. WHY SHOULD I BE ANYTHING BUT MYSELF? But they have their shit together. I love love. BE RATIONAL. ITS TOO CHEESY. I should stop justifying myself. Maybe I swear too much. Maybe they don't really care that much. DO I EVEN CARE? Maybe I care too much? MAYBE I SHOW TOO LITTLE? How is the world so sick? WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WORLD. How can a song be this sad? 'Dead Poets Society' is everything. Why cant it(the universe) hear me? DID YOU SEE THAT?! Nothing is exciting enough. Do I try harder? Do I stop? I have the best people. How can people be such jerks? Maybe I shouldn't be this sad. Maybe